fullygoldy: "Save me from crazy aliens and stupid humans" (Kirk's Prayer)
2011-04-02 06:24 pm
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Book Review: Cryoburn


Last weekend, we went by the local B&N because it's closing, and "Everything Must Go."  I think I've been in there maybe once a year since it opened, if that often.  I wonder what will happen to the building now? It's a nice big airy space.  I hope it becomes something cool.

Anyway, we got a small pile of books, including three that are food related and will be reviewed separately.  The first thing I read when I got home was Cryoburn by Lois McMaster Bujold.  This is one of my few SF hardbacks, I'm usually so late to the party that only paperbacks are left in print.  I could have bought the paperback instead, but this came with a bonus CD. 

It's the latest in the Miles Vorkosigan saga, and was the usual easy, fast, fun and smart read.  Per usual, the political intricacies are amazing.  I don't have nearly the grasp of my own home world's politics, much less the brainpower to dream up a different system/culture for every planet Miles visits.  Cryo-preservation has always seemed exotic and weird to me.  Who would want to wake up 100 yrs later with none of your friends or family around?  I mean, I absolutely want to see what the future holds, but this doesn't seem to be the best way.  And unless you get yourself frozen when you're relatively young and healthy, you're stuck in the future with noone to love you, and you're too old and rickety to find someone new.  Miles' own cryo experience makes much more sense.  You get frozen immediately after a big trauma that would normally kill you, and it gives your medical team some time to figure out the best way to put you back together.  That seems like the most sensible use of the technology.

I was kind of surprised by how much Bujold mixed up the POVs in this book.  Most of the series is relentlessly from Miles' POV, with maybe one other major character chiming in part time.  This one has several, including that of Miles' long-suffering Armsman, Roic.  It was cool to see the 'verse from a different (less privileged) insider's perspective, in addition to the outside perspective of an 11 yr old boy native to the planet Miles is visiting/investigating.

I stayed up too late reading the first night, and got about half way through. Then some more time in the morning (my usual on line time), a lot of time again the second night, and finally finished it the second morning.  I'm not going to spoil the ending, but it wasn't the usual "all is right with the world" that we've come to expect.  And if you're a Miles fan, the last three words will hit you as hard as they hit him.

The epilogue was 5 connected drabbles, each from a different POV.  Gregor's was the last, and it slayed me. Such a good job on this, even though I'm unhappy and worried about our boy. 

I thnk Bujold just gets better and better. She has always tackled social subjects head on, but she seems to have a lot to say about privilege lately. 
I have no idea where she can take Miles now, but perhaps we can see more of his peers (Ivan! Mark & Kareen, Byerly, Lord Dono), and his children.  It would be cool to meet his grandson, getting ready to go to the academy, and maybe being let in on some of the old family stories about crazy old gran'da, who insists all the grandkids learn to ride and handle swords.  The stories the grown-ups never explained except to say "when you're older."  Now he's older and everytime he visits, someone shares something totally unbelieveable - a perfectly canon story related from the distance of many years from the POV of someone who only saw it from the gob-smacked sidelines.  Those could be fun.  Kind of like fanfics... heh.

About that CD - I had in my head, for no reason other than I had just finished an audio book, that it was an audio CD.  So I popped it into my CD player to listen on the way to work. LOL!!  It's all text and graphics.  Neatly organized articles, interviews, speeches, photo galleries, and not just stuff for Cryoburn.  I haven't explored it in great detail, but I bet it's a great resource for the super fan.  Maybe on a rainy day I'll give it more time.

The Kirk icon is the most appropriate thing I've got for this post.  I wonder what a Vorkosigan 'verse icon would look like?

Anyway, if you want to borrow Cryoburn, you know how to reach me.

fullygoldy: Woodcut of writer-Make Books Not War (Make Books Not War)
2010-09-27 11:56 am
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Banned Books Week


This is Banned Books Week! Celebrating our freedom to read what we damn well please! (And by association - to write it too).

The website has a list of the top ten challenged books for each of the last ten years. It's interesting - the number of challenges seems to stay pretty consistently between 400 and 500. And it's surprising to me that as recently as 2009, JD Salinger's Catcher in the Rye and Harper Lee's To Kill a Mockingbird were in the TOP TEN challenged (a specific attempt to remove them from libraries or curriculae). Other classics that remain popular targets are Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck and The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain.

What struck me during my perusal of this list were the ones that were being challenged based on "homosexuality."  The reason code didn't indicate any distinction between homosexual themes, explicitly stated acts or just overall friendliness to the topic, so a couple of these left me wondering.  


Year of ChallengePlaceTitleAuthor
20092And Tango Makes ThreeJustin Richardson
Peter Parnell
 3The Perks of Being a WallflowerStephen Chbosky
 7My Sister's KeeperJodi Picoult
20081And Tango Makes ThreeJustin Richardson
Peter Parnell
 6The Perks of Being a WallflowerStephen Chbosky
 8Uncle Bobby's WeddingSarah S Brannen
20071And Tango Makes ThreeJustin Richardson
Peter Parnell
 6The Color PurpleAlice Walker
 10The Perks of Being a WallflowerStephen Chbosky
20061And Tango Makes ThreeJustin Richardson
Peter Parnell
 2Gossip GirlsCecily Von Ziegesar
 7Athletic ShortsChris Crutcher
 8The Perks of Being a WallflowerStephen Chbosky
20051It's Perfectly Normal:  Changing Bodies,
Growing Up, Sex, and Sexual Health
Robie H Harris
20045The Perks of Being a WallflowerStephen Chbosky
 8King & KingLinda deHaan
 9I Know Why the Caged Bird SingsMaya Angelou
20037It's Perfectly Normal:  Changing Bodies,
Growing Up, Sex, and Sexual Health
Robie H Harris
 9King & KingLinda deHaan
20022AlicePhyllis Reynolds Naylor
2001 none with the homosexual challenge 

I've read My Sister's Keeper, and I was surprised to see this one objected to under the homosexual tag.  Many of these get objected to frequently, but not always with this particular tag (such as Gossip Girls and The Color Purple).  I think it's interesting to note that 2001 and 2002 had the least number of top ten books with a homosexual complaint.  Sign of the times? Or sign of the "genre" expanding? I'm sure my bookselling friends will enlighten me.  Another oddity to me was the Twilight series had a main objection of "religion."  The first couple of books don't directly deal with religion at all, but anyone who's paying attention will note that the author is a Mormon, and her ideas around relationships are fairly obviously informed by her background.  I can't speak to the rest because I refused to read further than #2.

Anyway - I totally know what's next on my reading list - Richardson and Parnell must be doing something fantastic in And Tango Makes Three to keep scoring so many objections.  I feel the need to catch up.
fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Books)
2009-12-31 01:12 pm
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2009 Reading List

Thanks to my friend, [livejournal.com profile] choisyleroi , I've decided to keep a running list of books I read this year, so even if I don't review them, I'll have a record.  Spiffy, huh?

January

New Moon by Stephanie Meyers
Not particularly interested in reading the rest of the series, especially after the girl filled me in on the utter fail of the last book.
Breakfast at Tiffany's (plus 3 short stories) by Truman Capote
Dragonflight by Anne McCaffrey
Meh.  It was doing okay, I could see the appeal, and would have loved it at an earlier age, until the time travelling began.  Then it was all deus ex machina, you know?
Alpha by Catherine Asaro
A female super-cyborg (think Terminator) falls in twuuu love with a dashing hero/pilot.  A Harlequin romance for robots? Told from the human male's POV? It's the first of a trilogy? I dunno. I used to like Asaro, but I think I've outgrown her. 

huh, 3 women and a gay guy.

February

The Curse of Chalion by Lois McMaster Bujold
Paladin of Souls by Lois McMaster Bujold
So I've figured out why Bujold is my favorite author.  Besides being insanely creative, with a real penchant for political machinations, she's got the best vocabulary evar!

March

Portable Childhoods
by Ellen Klages (short stories) (reviewed in my LJ)
My reading is really taking a hit this year because of all the extra work hours :(

April

Ethan of Athos by Lois McMaster Bujold
Mirror Dance by Lois McMaster Bujold
both of these are rereads.  Ethan is for bookclub, and Mirror Dance, because I had a particular scene I wanted to reread.  Unfortunately, that scene was not in this book! LOL.  That's okay though, because I'm never going to complain about spending time with Miles, in whichever persona he's playing.

May

Brothers in Arms by Lois McMaster Bujold (found the scene!)
The Knife of Never Letting Go by Patrick Ness
OMG so much love for this book even though it has the insanely crazy cliff-hanger ending.  I laughed and cried alot while reading this (both times).
Filter House Stories by Nisi Shawl (which Nisi signed for me at the WisCon signout!)
After I get it back from the loanee, I'll probably review some of the stories.

June

James Tiptree Jr. The Double Life of Alice B Sheldon by Julie Phillips
this has spilled over into July, but it took up most of my available reading time in June. That Alli led a fascinating life! I think I've still got 12-15 yrs to go...

July

The Ship Who Sang by Anne McCaffrey
Ok, lots of 60s (or is that Heinlein?) style treatment of women.  It was definitely dated, but the cyborg science was interesting and believable.  A fast read.
Rainbow Mars by Larry Niven
This was just sitting at our campsite when we arrived, left behind by the previous occupant I guess.  Written in the 90s, has a male narrator/POV although he ends up on a team with 2 women and the 3 of them learn how to utilize their combination of strengths.  Even so, I think there's still "too many dicks on the dance floor" but the women get decent treatment.  It's supposed to be a time-travelling romp, with some good "in" jokes for the better-read and history buffs. Lots of acknowledged borrowing from other authors' view of Mars.  So it reads like fan-fic where you're supposed to know loads of backstory, and you get very little explication if you're unfamiliar with the canon. Pretty quick read, probably pretty forgettable.

August: 

Water Logic
by Kelly Marks - Third in a series, and was pretty good considering that I was a little disappointed with number 2.

October:

My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult - OMG, I cried so much!  This is really good, and really hits home for anyone with any experience at all with a terminal illness.
Borders of Infinity by Lois McMaster Bujold - another audiobook.  I lucked up and got this on tape for $4.50 at Vinny's.  There were a few others too, so I thought I'd go back, but alas, I waited too long. :(  Anyway, I was thrilled to finally find out what had happened at Dagoola IV.  This was the only piece of the universe I'd never read.  It did NOT disappoint.


On Deck:

Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood is up for July's bookclub. No guarantee I'll get to reread though.
Also the August and September and October AND November! book club picks. Sigh - behind everywhere in life.

I'm up to 15 by women and 3 by men.  Of course, with 6 by LMB, that skews the count...
fullygoldy: McShep since 2004 (Opressing fandom)
2009-01-09 02:01 pm
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RWP

Reading:  Just finished everything I had!  I'll have to write up some reviews and get ahold of the latest selection for [livejournal.com profile] beer_marmalade .  I love the new moniker for our year-old book club, "Beer and Marmalade" because it fits so well.  DH is amused - this was our conversation:
DH: You could have called it Beaujolais & Marmalade
Me: We could have, but I don't think anyone orders wine
DH: I love beer-drinking women!  (quelle surprise, LOL)

Wearing:  Black Jeans, Black V-neck sweater over lime green tank, Black fleece snow boots and my wonderful new Clinique mascara. (Wow! this stuff is great - it stays put all day, no flaking, no eye irration, and then wipes off with a wet washcloth!)

Planning:  Fannish Squee!! Tonight is the SGA finale, and some fangirls are coming over to partake of the big TV. Let me know if you want to be fannish too :)

Listening:  Technically, still listening to Yo-Yo, but I need to open my newest arrival - Fall Out Boy's Folie a Deux
fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Make Books)
2009-01-04 04:25 pm
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Missing Book Club (Again)


This will make 6 months in a row!  But it's a business trip this time, so no chance of a reprieve.  I leave Monday at noon and return Wed night.  Even though I haven't been able to participate in the discussions, I have read most of the books although I never did get to the graphic novels.  I like the help in choosing things to read - I just never know where to start.  Like today - I ran over to B&N to grab something for the flight, and ended up with:

  That's "DragonFlight" by Anne McCaffrey.
 
The reason I picked this is that the club is discussing "A Companion to Wolves."  It's a Meta-thing. ;)  Apparently this is the first published book in the series, but not the first story chronologically. ::shrug::

I also acquired
  Catherine Asaro's "Alpha"

Which is the second of three, but hopefully I won't be too lost, since I'd never even heard of "Sunrise Alley."  I've read a few of Asaro's earlier things - I really enjoyed "Quantum Rose" but never got to much of anything else in the Skolian Empire universe.  I should rectify that sometime.

Both of these appear to be "snacks" that should last long enough for the trip to and from Orlando.  I don't know why anyone thinks these cool locations are perks.  You get stuck inside all freaking day, with fluorescent lighting and over-conditioned air, so why bother going someplace nice?  You never see the light of day anyway. You end up eating stupid chain-restaurant food, and sleeping in cookie-cutter hotel rooms.  It's not really travelling, it's just working from ever more inconvenient locations.  With the weather predicted to be in the 80s, it's hard to know how to dress for the trip too.  I don't want to freeze during the first half, but I don't want to melt when I get there.  Coming back will be even harder.  At least it's not a driving trip.  I didn't have anything on hand that would last for a long drive.  I really should look into getting an iPod.  That way, I could download all kinds of podfic for driving. :)
 
fullygoldy: Ronon Testifying-Yes (Ronon Yes)
2008-12-30 08:32 pm
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Things That Are Awesome

See's Candies (specifically Nuts & Chews) 


Yo-Yo Ma's New CD - Songs of Joy & Peace 

Alison Krauss singing on the above CD


January's Wiscon Book Club Selection 


Hogue Late Harvest Riesling      


And realizing there's only 1 more day to go until another 4-day weekend
(also, "new guy" is now "ex-guy," so say, bye-bye).

fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Books)
2008-11-08 06:33 pm
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Books I've Read and Not Reviewed

Half-Life by Shelley Jackson
Daughters of the North by Sara Hall
broken music by Sting (autobiography)
Twilight by       (YA)
Lilith's Brood by Octavia Butler (actually a repackaged trilogy)
Cycler by Lauren McLaughlin (YA)
Kitchen Confidential and The Nasty Bits by Anthony Bourdin (non-fic)
Fantasyland by Sam Walker (non-fic)

9 books
5 women
4 men
5 fiction (sf & women)
4 non-fic
fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Make Books)
2008-07-21 09:23 pm
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Book Club!

I've been remiss in reviewing books, DVDs and flicks around here, but I am so thrilled to have joined the WisCon/Tiptree flavored book club.

Yes, the books are interesting, thought provoking, irritating, fun, satisfying, disappointing - everything you want in a book club, really.  But the true value is in the people.  I am just delighted to have met, and keep meeting these intelligent, fascinating, funny, warm people, who don't limit their experience of each other to this one venue.  I don't feel like an outsider, though I was definitely a newcomer.  But I'm not the newest, nor the oldest (chronologically).  I'm not the straightest nor the most alternative, and definitely not the smartest or most "liberated" in the group, and it's completely satisfying and refreshing to find myself in the middle of the pack.

And now, they're planning to broaden my horizons even more, because the next reading assignment includes a short story and the first volume of a graphic novel.  Heh, the last thing I read that even came close was my older cousins' Archie comics (and Casper and Richie Rich) lo, these many years ago.  I've watched a couple of episodes of Avatar too.  Does that count? LOL

Also, we meet in cool places - The Argus (out on the sidewalk tonight), Brocach, and next month, the Union Terrace.

Sekrit message to [personal profile] jesse_the_k:  yet another reason to care about Miles?  He's got these "old-fashioned" notions about his role in a relationship, but then he keeps creating environments in where it is possible for his love interests to grow into their full potential.  Unfortunately for him, this also usually results in the love interests out-growing him.  And he lets them go.  It's really pretty awesome.
fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Make Books)
2008-05-09 06:46 am
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Book Reviews

I've managed to complete 3 of the 4 books I planned to read before WisCon this month \o/

For Book Club:  China Mountain Zhang by Maureen F. McHugh - which I can 't really review because I'm going to discuss it first with 

[personal profile] sasha_feather :)  However, I found out that [profile] lyda222 is going to be on a panel talking about the end of stories, and her description of the panel included a statement that people complain that McHugh's stories don't have satisfying endings.  DH will testify that upon closing this book, I emphatically said "I am unsatisfied with this ending." LOL  But, I did warm up to quite a few of the characters.

Next:  The Green Glass Sea by Ellen Klages - I don't know why I didn't realize this was a YA book before I opened it.  Duh.  This was a really sweet read.  It's set in 1943, with most the action taking place at the Los Alamos site, where all the adults are involved in developing the bomb.  I loved when Dewey made a comment about her friend, the chemist - who was Dewey's age back in the '20s when "it was even harder to be a girl."  Dewey would be the age of my favorite aunt right now.

I just finished Earth Logic by Laurie Marks, which I read most of by B's side in the hospital.  I think I liked this better that Fire Logic.  I do feel more invested in the characters this time around, and I'm looking forward to the peace process.  I'll have to get Water Logic soon.  So, [personal profile] oakwind, if you're interested, we could work out a loan.

Daughters of the North by Sarah Hall is the last one I'm trying to sneak in before the con.  Hall is this year's Tiptree winner, and I'm attempting to feel like a more complete participant in the con by reading the book beforehand.  I felt pretty dumb last year, because I hadn't read anything that was currently under discussion.

And my new book icon is courtesy of an artist friend, Sandy Griffen, who has a whole series of "Not War" works.

 

fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Default)
2008-04-21 08:23 pm
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I'm Not at Book Club :sigh:

 I have good reasons!

1) I haven't read the book (China Mountain Zhang)
2) I have ordered the book, but it hasn't arrived
3) I have two other books that did arrive (The Green Glass Sea and Earth Logic)
4) I left for work at 0645 this morning, spent 9 hrs driving or on my feet, and didn't have a lunch break, so I was too tired to schlep across town considering items 1 & 2.
5) I should be trying to finish a flashfic that has a Thursday midnite deadline (and is already over 2000 words!) (I need an SGA beta too)

Tomorrow, I'm near campus all day, but that's likely to be 9-10 hrs without lunch too.  And Wed I'll be back at the elementary schools all day.
fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Books)
2008-01-16 06:23 am
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Books: Fire Logic

review version 2.0

By Laurie J Marks

I enjoyed this story.  The universe she creates is interesting and the characters are fairly engaging - at least the main ones, so I'm looking forward to reading the next volume.  This is definitely fantasy, as opposed to my usual hard sf, but it was enjoyable.  Also an easy read.  I read the bulk of it while lying in bed with a flu in one day.

My only quibble is with a certain sentence construction.  Nearly every time I encountered it, I would be thrown out of the flow of the story as I struggled with finding an alternative way of stating the point.  The formula goes:  "blah blah blah," she said, adjective-ly.  Where adjective = a word that isn't usually the base of an adverb.  Most of the time I'd notice because there are other, more common, ways to describe that state of being, usually using that adjective.  My struggle was with realizing I'd have to change more than the one sentence to repair the flow.  Then I realized how frequently it happened, so I started noticing it just because it was there again.  It would really bug me.  Plus the realization that the sentence structure was consistently pretty basic - subject-verb-object-modifier.  The weird part about this is that I don't usually parse sentences.  My peeves tend to be spelling, grammar and occasionally punctuation.

Of course, I did have the flu while I was reading it, so perhaps my perceptions are skewed.  There are 4 books in the series, although I believe only 3 are published at this time.  I'll reserve judgement on the whole series until I've read at least one more.

fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Books)
2007-12-27 08:35 am
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2007 Media Recap

Books )

I also discovered Library Thing, and am slowly adding my collection to the 'net.


Music: Two media entries for the year - New Car Music and Music to Fuck By round out the year.

All in all, I've been keeping my grey matter busy :)


fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Fresh Veg)
2007-11-23 08:29 am
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My Favorite Cookbook

I have many cookbooks.  Not as many as bzdchris, to be sure, but really, I do have more than most people.  I really enjoy reading cookbooks, looking at the glorious pictures and imagining the final product.  In fact, my first "collectible" cookbook is called Glorious Food.  It's an oversized "coffee table" book from a caterer, and features recipes and photos of several themed dinners.  It was a college graduation gift, and I still love it, even though I've rarely ever cooked from it.

The cookbook I've cooked from the most is The New Good Housekeeping Cookbook, published in 1986.  I grew up with an earlier edition (1963), learning to cook from it and my mom.  When it was time to move out, I knew I needed my own copy.  I looked everywhere, and couldn't find it, but it turned out that was only because I didn't recognize it, LOL.  The new edition was a similar size and heft, but the paper cover threw me - it looked nothing like the beat up blue and gray hard cover I was used to.  Plus, I had it in my head that it was "Betty Crocker" but Betty's red-and-white-checked, binder style cookbook was definitely NOT what I was looking for (turns out Mom owned that one too, but we never used it that I recall.  When I peeled the bookcover back, the hardcover was red with gold lettering!  So we now refer to it at our house as "The Red Cookbook."

I use this book as a reference book.  When I pick it up, I immediately turn to the index.  Except when it falls open to the page I want because it's been opened there so many times.  The book is littered with scraps of paper as bookmarks too.  We're careful not to lose each other's markers, because they're in our most used spots.  I've also given this book as a wedding gift a few times.  Whenever I do gift it, I always run through the index with my highlighter, and mark up all my favorite recipes - the tried-and-true so the new cook can be assured of at least a few successes.  It's actually time to run through my own index again, and highlight all the new things I've tried since last time.  This is the only cookbook I do that in.  I know I'll have to do it for Mavis and Rupert when they move on too.  If I can get my hands on it.  Because I was looking on Amazon, and alas, this book seems to be out of print.  The earlier edition seems to be available from used booksellers, but not mine (with the chapter on microwaving).  Other than The Joy of Cooking, I don't know if there is another cookbook available that is as comprehensive AND comprehendible as my good old Red Cookbook.


 
fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Books)
2007-09-17 08:15 pm
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Books: The Year of Magical Thinking

 By Joan Didion

I'd heard of this book before, so when I saw it was one of the few audio books available at our local library, I decided to go for it.  Joan Didion (an apparently famous writer) had a really terrible year in 2003-2004.  On Dec 30, 2003, her husband of 40 years dropped dead of a massive coronary at the dinner table.  They had come home late from visiting their only child in the hospital, an adopted daughter, who had fallen into a coma on Christmas Day (only 5 months after getting married).  At the time, the doctors didn't really know what was wrong with her or how to help her get better.  Didion had whipped up some food and was bringing it to the table when her husband (another well-known writer, John Gregory Dunne) suddenly stopped speaking.  She thought he was making some kind of tasteless joke until he fell over and hit his head on the table on the way down.  It was nearly a year before she came to grips with the fact that he had been dead before he hit the floor.

The book chronicles Didion's year of grief, grieving and "insanity" that results from grief.  She describes all the heroic measures taken to help her daughter survive (including emergency neurosurgery) during this year. She also interweaves her memories of 40 yrs of marriage to her best friend and favorite colleague.  After the first 5 mos of their marriage, they never worked outside of the house, were together basically 24/7, and frequently collaborated.  They had a highly improvisational and charmed life.  I really enjoyed hearing about California in the late 60s and early 70s because that coincides with my childhood memories.  It was fun to recognize and remember sights she was recalling.  They had a life that is completely foreign to me, filled with international travel, much time spent in luxury hotel suites, and friends who loan each other their houses all over the world.  I can tell you that when I'm facing a financial crisis, I don't ever imagine that packing up and moving to Hawaii for a couple of months will help resolve the problem, but it apparently worked for them.

There were two things that really annoyed me in this memoir.  First, from the early 80s, her husband was diagnosed with his major heart problems, and realized this was going to kill him eventually.  He was frightened at the time of the diagnosis, and from time to time, more frequently after 2000, he tried to share his fears with Didion, but she wouldn't hear it.  Obviously, she couldn't hear it.  But I'm still annoyed.  This man is her best friend and the love of her life.  How could she shut him down like that?  Second, after he died, and toward the end of the year she is recounting, she recalled that her daughter used to have nightmares as a child about "the broken man" (death) coming to take her away.  She would beg her parents not to let him get her.  But she would also say, "if the broken man comes for me, I'm going to hang onto the fence. I'm not going to let him take me!"  Didion says of that year, her daughter "held onto the fence, but her father did not."  I was so angered by this statement!  How could she think he let go of the fence?  It's obvious to me that the broken man had to pry John's cold, dead hands off the fence before he could spirit him away.  It's so unfair to think this about a guy who cheated death of another 16 years through the miracle of modern medicine.

And finally, the descriptions of the daughter's wedding, and the daughter's tribute to her father at his memorial service were heart-wrenching.  "More than one more day."  This was how much this family loved each other, always more than one more day.  It's just. Gah.  More than one more day, indeed.

I recommend this, though it's not an easy read.  Also, the excerpts she quotes from hers and Dunne's books makes me want to look up each of them and check out their fictional stuff.
fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Mypres)
2007-09-17 07:41 pm
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Books: My Life by Bill Clinton

This is another audio book I tried out.  Our local branch of the library has a really small selection of audio books on CD, and this one looked interesting enough to try.  It is read by the author, and I think that's a really good thing.  Clinton has a really nice speaking voice anyway, so he was very pleasant to listen to over 5.5 hrs of CDs, and I'd like to think that his reading would put all the emphasis in the right places, so that we really get to hear what he intended when he wrote it, instead of having to live with some professional reader's interpretation.

The book covers Clinton's birth, childhood and adulthood through his presidency, plus about a year afterward.

When I mentioned having just finished this to

[profile] bzdchris, she asked, "what did you learn that was most surprising?"  This is a really good question to ask after reading a non-fiction book.  I think the most surprising thing was to come away realizing that Clinton is a borderline idealist.  He is definitely a highly optimistic person, and I think this must be what really helped him all along to stand up to his foes.  I was also surprised to learn that many of the people who made his life miserable during his political tenure actually apologized to him afterward.  "What good is a private apology when the injuries were so public?" you may well ask.  I think Clinton derived a great deal of satisfaction from his private apologies.  It does sound like his knowing he was in the right about something, and having his fiercest opponent on that subject privately apologize was completely validating for him.  Clinton says he was raised to always find the good in everyone, and allows that on some days and with some people it's a very difficult thing to do, but he always tried.  

Clinton also speaks candidly about his fears and anger that stem from his childhood, and how he tried to control these by stuffing them down and hiding them even from himself.  It wasn't until late in life that he even began to recognize or understand how these things really shaped and controlled him.  Obviously, these aren't world-shattering revelations, but I think it's interesting to see how someone so smart and successful can be blind to huge parts of himself, and yet succeed.  Imagine what someone could accomplish with all those brains, talent *and* self-awareness!  

There were no huge revelations.  He was pretty candid about Monica Lewinsky without being at all descriptive or graphic.  He said he felt stupid and ashamed for himself and guilty about how it affected her life, and really miserable about how it affected his relationship with Hillary and Chelsea.  He claims he slept on the sofa for a good many months (months that included couple's counseling) after he finally told Hillary the truth.  In addition to the stupid problem he brought on himself, he also felt guilt and regret towards all his friends who were hounded by the press and during the Whitewater debacle, people who were proven to have committed no greater crime than being his friends before he was president.

My favorite parts were when Clinton was talking about his entry into political action, his meeting with JFK, how keenly he personally felt the events of the 60s.  Other than his upbringing, this time period has to be the source of much of his idealism.  How he met Hillary and convinced her to marry him is also pretty cool.

Tonight I saw the Jimmy Carter biography on CD, and almost picked it up, on the basis of having enjoyed "My Life."  I decided to save that for another time though.  Another neat thing about getting audio books for driving is that I tend to get stuff that I'd never read otherwise.  Mainly because I just settle for what is right there on the shelf instead of looking ahead and reserving something already on my list.

 

fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Books)
2007-09-14 09:39 pm
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Books: The Orphan's Tales In the Night Garden

by Catherynne M. Valente

I read this because it was one of the two Tiptree Award winners this year.  I never would have heard of it if I hadn't attended WisCon.  Valente gave a very moving acceptance speech, which more than any rec made me want to read the book.

The back cover says, "welcome to the Arabian Nights for our time - a lush and fatastical epic guaranteed to spirit you away from the very first page....  Secreted away in a garden, a lonely girl spins stories to warm a curious prince:  peculiar feats and unspeakable fates that loop through each other and back again to meet in the tapestry of her voice.  Inked on her eyelids, each twisting, tattooed tale is a piece in the puzzle of the girl's own hidden history.  And waht tales she tells!  Tales of shape-shifting witches and wild horse-women, heron kings and beast princesses, snake gods, dog monks, and living stars--each story more strange and fantastic than the one that came before.  From ill-tempered "mermaid" to fastidious Beast, nothing is ever quite what it seems in these ever-shifting tales--even, and especially, their teller."

This is a pretty good description.  It is lush and fantastical.  The thing is, the Tiptree is given for works that push the boundaries of gender.  I'm not so sure that this book obviously did that. OTOH, I'm kind of weird in this regard.  When I was reading fairy tales, I was always casting myself in the hero role.  I didn't care that the heroes were normally depicted as male.  It's not always true, there's the story of the seven swans/princes, where their sister rescues them for example, but yeah.  Fairytales generally have male heroes rescuing females-in-distress.  This book has a fair amount of women in active roles, but it doesn't jump out at me.  Maybe that's why it was picked? Because the female characters seem so natural?  It's not like you're thinking, "hey, she's a chick, she isn't allowed to do that!"  The people and cultures are so completely foreign, that I don't think you can have a true gender expectation.  I was disappointed because I didn't see anything overt happening gender-wise.  But maybe that's the point.  There is a small section where the prince who is hearing the stories struggles with the idea that he is supposed to be the rescuer/hero, but feels that she is rescuing him from his fate.  But it isn't really elaborated upon.

The stories are entertaining and interesting and the format is unusual.  It's a good read, and doesn't have to be terribly deep (I spent a lot of time tracing the connections between the stories, but you probably don't have to).  I put the book down in the middle, at the transition between "the book of the steppes" and "the book of the sea."  I think it would have been better to read it straight through.  The connections would have been easier to trace/remember.  I highly recommend this for anyone who enjoys fantasy or fairy tales.  There is apparently a second volume available now too.  I'll probably read it eventually, but I'm still working on my list for this year.

fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Books)
2007-08-30 04:51 pm
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Library Thing?

Obviously, I'm not the only person who thinks this site is a cool idea, because over 17 million books are already catalogued at Library Thing, but I'm wondering if this isn't just enabling a whole generation of OCD or at least anal retentiveness.  It was all I could do not to run home and start cataloguing yesterday!  Which would actually be pretty tough right now with 9/10 of my books currently stored in boxes.  But!  This is a no-to-low cost way of playing with my books.  

I really want to play with my books, but that will entail spending money on replacement shelving.  And that will require deciding how much money to spend, and what style of shelves to acquire, and that will require knowing how I want the basement to look, which requires deciding what other furniture and finishes will be suitable.  And that will require knowing how much work we need to do to prevent future water intrusions. And if we're going to spend the time and effort on refinishing the basement, we should really redo the wiring.  

And foundation & electrical fixes, furniture, finishes and shelving all require MONEY!  ::sigh::  I probably have enough money for one of these items, but not all of them.  And seriously, there are other things that need to get done before the basement.  Like finishing the kitchen.  Or fixing the upstairs bathrooms (yes, plural, they both have issues!). So my books are in storage.

At any rate, I'm glad I don't have [profile] leathermines's library!  It would probably take a year to catalogue that collection!  But it would be SOOOO Cool!
fullygoldy: globe wrapped in a rainbow (Rainbow Earth)
2007-07-26 08:41 pm
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Checking off the list

Beta that story for a friend - check

Work on some icons to practice mad graphics skillz - check

Reload graphic software to finish said icons - not yet

Rebuild the dang checkbooks - check

Finish the CSI story - um, nope

Write restaurant reviews - check

Write movie reviews - check

Read Catherynne M Valente's "In the Night Garden" - about halfway through

So I've made serious inroads on the to-do list at home and at work.  But right now, I'm off for a walk with DH.

fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Smoke dreams)
2007-07-21 12:24 pm
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Harry Potter stuff (No Spoilers at all)

Last night, the family went to dinner at Casa de Lara, where we discovered they've updated their menu and added a few more authentic Latin-style dishes. Rupert ordered teh veggie fajitas, and they looked great. I'm getting them next time - a heap of grilled onions, peppers, yellow and zucchini squash, mushrooms and tomatoes. Rupert said there was too much squash, but I thought the dish looked really well balanced.

After dinner we went to the movie. We had stopped for tickets earlier, thinking that there would still be lines, but as it turned out, the theatre was less than half full for the 8:30 showing.

Right off the bat, I was a little disappointed with the cinematography. I realize the hazy, gray cast to the entire thing is a stylistic choice that is probably authentic Scottish countryside, but nearly *everything* in the movie seemed drab. Even the holiday scenes. There were some fireworks that were pretty brightly colored, and the Patronuses were bright, but all white. there was just very little that grabbed me visually.

Also, there were a few scenes that gave me a touch of vertigo. It wasn't the cool vertigo of the original Star Wars, where the fall is a looong way down. It was a motion-triggered vertigo, where the camera weaved all over the place, and the movement made what was on the screen so busy that I actually missed what was happening.

The portrayal of Dolores Umbridge was spot on.  The twins were great.  there were some good lines and some sweet moments throughout.  Emma Watson is still not the best actress in the series, but she occasionally pulled of a good scene.  I don't know what to say about Luna.  In the book, she didn't do much for me, and it was the same in the movie.  Does that mean the portrayal was true to the story?  I think maybe the actress did the best that could be done with the part, so good on her.

We enjoyed it.  I enjoyed the undercrowded theatre also.  We got home and were too keyed up to go straight to bed, but we didn't do a whole lot of verbal replay that tends to happen after a stellar movie experience.  It was more of a dissection of the differences between the screenplay and the book.  I'll be happy to see it again on a small screen.

Actually, the thing that got the best reaction out of me all night was the preview for Get Smart.  LOL!  I hadn't heard this was being done - it's scheduled to come out next summer.  From the moment the telephone booth showed up on the screen, all the way to the end, I was giggling madly.  I loved that show as a kid!  It was sooo silly and campy.  Even then I knew it was ridiculous, but it embraced and flaunted it's ridiculousness with abandon.  What's not to love there? hee, I can't wait to see this one.  That will be a fun date.

Today, our copy of HP 7 is shipping.  I pre-ordered it, but I got the free-shipping option, which did not guarantee arrival today.  I'll be reading it aloud again, but I don't know if the kids will be hanging out to listen.  They'll probably devour it in the first nights it's here.  I'm looking forward to seeing it unfold.  I remain totally unspoiled at this point, and I'm hoping to stay that way.  I'm also hoping that the final chapter won't be a huge disappointment.  I won't be surprised if it is, after all, JKR really set herself up for a potential fall here, but I'm rooting for her to get it right.

ETA:  I was wrong! I was wrong! It arrived today!! Yay!

fullygoldy: Yellow Roses (Books)
2007-07-08 01:45 pm
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Saturday!

Wow! I spend one Saturday reading actual books with paper pages, and my flist explodes with the SGA Kissing squee, LOL.  Lots of tasty morsels over there, yes indeedy.

Since I read two whole books though, I figure I ought to review them.

The Privilege of the Sword by Ellen Kushner was on my WisCon reading list.  I hadn't intended to read it first, but I was in Borders with the kids on the 4th, and it was the only thing on my list I could remember well enough to find (although I suspect the majority of my WisCon list cannot be picked up at will at Borders).  It's a YA Fantasy story, with a 15-16 yr-old girl as the central character.  She learns to be a swordsman at her Uncle-the-Mad-Duke's whim, and she learns alot of other stuff too.  Unfortunately, while I did lightly enjoy this read, because it is fun and engaging, I was also annoyed a lot of the time.  It's set in a time when women are property and the rules of society are everything (and nothing simultaneously - as long as you have wealth and/or power).  And the women are all trained from birth to help perpetuate the situation.  So the semi-endless prattle about dresses and parties and catching a man just grated on me.  The cool thing about the story is that the Mad Duke is completely in love with his former swordsman, and since he can't or won't let himself have that relationship, he runs around the city in a perpetual state of debauchery with both men and women.  So our proper young Lady Katherine gets quite an eyeful of beautiful young men in various stages of undress, and actually engages in a bit of voyeurism near the end - so fun for any slashers reading along.

Next up, I picked up Mavis's latest as soon as she finished it.  Sarah Dessen's, the truth about forever.  Another YA, since Mavis is actually in that age group.  It's about a girl's summer between Jr and Sr year.  She'd lost her dad 18 mos before, and is still trying to come to grips with the loss.  Her boyfriend is charming /sarcasm, but she manages to figure it out with the help of a bunch of new friends.  See, she ends up working for a catering company run by an unorganized woman, her two nephews, and two other neighbor girls who may have been related as well.  This wacky group of people are entirely unlike her normal crowd, and they're a little more realistic about surviving life in the real world.  She learns something from them, and she's able to help her mom learn a little of it too.  It's a sweet and hopeful story, with realistic depictions of what teenagers get up to during the summer months, minus the sex. ::g::

Rupert also got a book that day - the one missing from a series he was reading, and gobbled it down.  He was happy to have some holes plugged, but it's not something I'm going to be reading.